Edible the Incredible (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} boredominity) wrote,@ 2008-04-16 18:40:00 |
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So I did my first TV interview today! It was scary. I had a camera in my face and a giant shiny light and one of those cool furry microphone things. The ABC people were really nice, though, and i think it went really well, despite my suspicion that I rambled on too long.
The petition is also doing well, we're up to about 700-800 signatures which is pretty impressive.
My anxiety is still playing tricks on me. It's difficult to get rid of that...(what do they call it?)...magical thinking? Like because i think that something bad is going to happen, it will. Or that I can think bad things into happening.
I want chocolate.
Everyone wants me to increase my meal plan but I am doing just fine on 1200 calories and am impressed that I have managed to not cut it down. I know it's not enough and they want me to get at least to 1700 but that would be scary and I have visions of expanding like a balloon. I like my stomach being flatter, and fitting into those jeans I haven't worn in ages. I don't like restricting myself in what i can eat, and having to count calories all day, and stressing if I go over. It's a tough call.
The petition is also doing well, we're up to about 700-800 signatures which is pretty impressive.
My anxiety is still playing tricks on me. It's difficult to get rid of that...(what do they call it?)...magical thinking? Like because i think that something bad is going to happen, it will. Or that I can think bad things into happening.
I want chocolate.
Everyone wants me to increase my meal plan but I am doing just fine on 1200 calories and am impressed that I have managed to not cut it down. I know it's not enough and they want me to get at least to 1700 but that would be scary and I have visions of expanding like a balloon. I like my stomach being flatter, and fitting into those jeans I haven't worn in ages. I don't like restricting myself in what i can eat, and having to count calories all day, and stressing if I go over. It's a tough call.
